Written during a dark time in my life, the introduction pretty much says it all - "I just don't care anymore".
lyrics
Apathetic and Preoccupied
Chorus
I’m apathetic
I’m half-pathetic
I have a headache lost my soul when
My heart was broken
I lack a medic
Hypothetically, I shouldn’t be a-live
But that’s just another thing I haven’t realized
I’m apathetic
I’m half-pathetic
I have a headache lost my soul when
My heart was broken
I lack a medic
Hypothetically, I shouldn’t be a-live
But that’s just another thing I haven’t realized
Verse 1
Huh? Why w-what’d you say?
Uhuh, Yeah, I’d love to stay
And chit-chat for sure
But I’ve gotta get back ta work
Just try not ta look at me as a jerk
Malik’s not gonna lie but he’s occupied
His buddies all decide not to like rap,
But that all that he’s got in life
So he’s cast off aside and forgot in time
Verse 2
I think about my friend’s climb
Is this on his mind like it is mine?
For the 10th time, no bro you will not get signed
Its not rocket science you do not spit rhymes
Don’t take it the wrong way-it’s just been a long day
I don’t mean to be a ass hole, it’s hard ta just
They expect me ta make A’s maintain grades
When our brain waves aint even on the same page?
Verse 3
I’m being pulled every which way
With no escape from my mistakes but this switchblade
So please just let me just stay
In peace as my soul empties and I’m going to pieces
Falling apart with no adhesive
Here to adhere to all you see is
My rear view indecently if
You feel like a million bucks I feel like 15 cents
What do I have to live for If I’m not doing what I love
I just don’t know…
credits
from Humble Beginnings,
released June 30, 2015
Mix/Master: Metropolis Recording Studio.
Soul-searching hip-hop from this Florida rapper, with lyrics that dig deep and take an unflinching look at life’s questions. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2023